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The Bield at Blackruthven
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The Bield Blog
Our blog is written by members of the Pastoral Team, reflecting on various experiences at the Bield and their spiritual significance. If you would like to recieve notifications of new blog posts, them please subscribe at the bottom of this page.


In the familly of things...
We were sitting in evening prayer, a contemplative service, listening to the wind and our hearts. Storm Bram was blowing a hooley outside, and there was a bump. As we finished the service we explored the forecourt to see what had happened: a car parked under tree had been hit by a large branch, but it appeared undamaged by it. Two days ago someone ran into my vehicle on a dark rainy night in Glasgow. We stood in the pouring rain and together surveyed the damage with the to

Bield at Blackruthven
Dec 12, 20252 min read


Waiting in Darkness
Autumn The leaves are falling, falling as if from far up, as if orchards were dying high in space. Each leaf falls as if it were motioning "no." And tonight the heavy earth is falling away from all other stars in the loneliness. We're all falling. This hand here is falling. And look at the other one. It's in them all. And yet there is Someone, whose hands infinitely calm, holding up all this falling. Rainer Maria Rilke November 15 th is the beginning of the 40 days of th

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Nov 18, 20252 min read


The Redemption of Eve
Autumn is a lovely time at the Bield, we have some beautiful trees which look magnificent in the soft sunlight as their leaves turn golden. Our chapel too is decorated with autumn hues of our home-grown pumpkins and gourds. A celebration of harvest, of all that God provides and of the season of creation, of all that god has bought into being. Part of that display is something I have created – a sculpture of an apple made of wire mesh, with a golden core. It is called ‘Gold

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Oct 16, 20252 min read


Healing and the Gift of Tears
In the July blog, we considered two of the siblings of Bethany – Mary and Martha – and how the qualities they demonstrate in Luke...

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Sep 17, 20252 min read


Edges and Boundaries
I’ve been spending a lot of time recently thinking about boundaries. It started with a creative meditation exercise on the theme of...

Bield at Blackruthven
Aug 15, 20252 min read


Hospitality and Spirituality
July is not only a summer holiday month, but also a month that includes special recognition in many church calendars of some significant...

Bield at Blackruthven
Jul 18, 20252 min read


A Spirit of Presence
Over the past several months, I have been reminded of the importance and simplicity of presence. It is the essence of the Bield, whether...

Bield at Blackruthven
Jun 12, 20252 min read


Being with the resurected Jesus
Wandering through the Bield grounds today, I paused to gaze at the empty cross made more visible through the trees by the draping of the...

Bield at Blackruthven
May 6, 20252 min read


Journeying through...
The month of April has begun in spectacular style at the Bield. The many coloured flowers in the walled garden and the planters have...

Bield at Blackruthven
Apr 8, 20252 min read


Time to dance again with the daffodils
Small yellow daffodils have emerged at the foot of our cross, the carpets of snowdrops are beginning to fade away, dead looking branches...

Bield at Blackruthven
Mar 13, 20253 min read


Be still and know that I am God
“Be still and know that I am God” Psalm 46:10 There is something very special and very sacred about silence. As an extrovert, I never...

Bield at Blackruthven
Feb 19, 20252 min read


Arise and Shine
“ Arise, shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord rises upon you ” Isaiah 60:1 As I start to emerge from the advent...

Bield at Blackruthven
Jan 10, 20252 min read


We grow accustomed to the dark
We grow accustomed to the Dark - When Light is put away - As when the Neighbour holds the Lamp To witness her Goodbye - A Moment - We...

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Dec 3, 20242 min read


Invited by Sunlight
The garden today is covered in fallen leaves, yellow, golden brown and red carpeting, with such a colourful pattern, the still green...

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Nov 7, 20242 min read


Nature as Prescription
The title of this blog is the name of a project being rolled out by WWF (Worldwide Fund for Nature) in their ITV television campaign....

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Oct 9, 20242 min read


Embodying Joy
“To lust for joy is to lust for the God of life. To make joy where at first it seems there is none is to become co-creator with the God...

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Sep 3, 20242 min read


Fruit of the vine - AND the work of human hands
It may not have felt like much of a summer, with many rainy days and only a few bright sunny ones. However here at the Bield we have...

Bield at Blackruthven
Aug 6, 20242 min read


Encounter with the Woman at the Well- the Retreat Association Icon
This month at the Bield, we are blessed with the gift of the Retreat Association Icon residing with us. We are welcoming guests and day...

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Jul 3, 20243 min read


Come like little children
The photo shows the latest addition to the grounds of the retreat centre- the Japanese Garden- lovingly designed and developed by the...

Bield at Blackruthven
Jun 11, 20242 min read


Our Beautiful Magnolia Tree...
Blossoming flowers, emerging buds, growing grasses – springtime is a wonderful, colourful time, lifting our spirits in celebration of the...

Bield at Blackruthven
May 2, 20242 min read
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